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Peace be upon you, awesome people!

Hi. Yeah hello from AN 18 YEAR OLD NADIA HUMAIRAH YO! Huahuahua yes I just turned 18, not really a suprised for some people but yeah it's kinda a bummer for me since hmmm you know, 18 seems to be a pretty big number for you to reach back then, and now as it is here. It seems like as you grow older, you get more boring at some points and a bit more hmmm filled somewhere else.

When I say boring, I didn't really mean boring as in boring like err, you know, boring. (APAKAH) I meant in terms of how I see myself moving every single day. It was just yesterday that I took out my cooking set and tried to play it all by myself, like I once did when I was little. But I just can't do it anymore. The imagination has went thin and the passion of doing it is no longer there. I used to spend hours running a diner at the backyard of my house, serving my imaginary friends using Saidina notes. But now, I don't feel it anymore. You might say "yeaaah dude you're 18 for God sake, do you expect yourself to operate like how you were 10 years ago?" For the matter of fact, yes, I do. Call me childish and what not, but what people been saying is true "The creative adult is the child who has survived" (Ursula K. LeGuin). I might not be a good painter or artist, but I do know I had a strong imagination back then. Might not be as great as Phineas & Ferb (if they ever existed), but sufficient to create a scenario that even I couldn't resist.

But anyhow, giving up the past is what makes a human grow.

So yeah, I'm home! It's been exactly a week actually. Engineering school is not something you should be messing around with (like I always do. Sigh). But let's put aside anything educational for a while, shall we? So every single day now is spent err lazying around, working on musical pieces and driving my brothers here and there, which are kinda fun! But what is fun if not shared with pals, isn't it?

Oh btw, is it 2012 already? Goshhh look how time flies! Well people been on and on with the resolution thing. Well maybe, MAYBE I have listed a few of mine that uhhh hmmm... No maybe not to be shared here hua hua hua. Let's just say that I'm looking forward to being a lot better me in the future, emotionally, physically and mentally. Yeah! And also I wanna try to become a better communicator(?), simply because 2011 has made my soft skills went rust, so let's work on that one as well.

So yeaaah I gotta go be awesome kahkahkah, I'm planning to learn the roads here in Klang Valley, like what my mom said

"NANTI TAKDE LA ORANG KATA ACIK KUNO!"

Har har okay so yeaaah see ya awesome people :))


oh btw, EST means Extra Sleeping Time! Since you know, it's holiday... Yeah see ya!