cengkung,

hahahah mind the title, tu boss punya keje hahahah

duhh I miss boss like hell, haven't met her for quite a while, oh wait, correction, haven't seen her for like AGES already hahahah oh where oh where could my baby boss be? yeaaaaaah hahahah yeaaaah I miss you bosssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss, miss you miss you miss you like crazy hahahah

and yeah it's holiday again, (if you can consider a 48 hours out of school compound as a holiday, then yeah it's a holiday :D) hahahah yeaaah 1 week in there is like ages to be compared in "normal" time counting. I don't know why I am emphasising on this too much but hah who cares dude, it's my blog, darling so piss off muahahaha wait apekejadah haaaa

so here I am again, I don't how I ended up writing a blog while I am supposed to be doing my essay(s) and homework ahaaa yeah oh well, like what people said, once you've opened a computer with an internet connection, there's no turning back muahahahhaha wait nobody said that, whatthefish skip skip skip hahahha. okay here I am, 12.42 in the morning, writing nothing but an awful junk. Moving onnnnnnnnnnnn..

oh hey I'm gonna tell a bit of what is happening in school lately. Okay, now I think my aggression has came back. Ahaaa I tend to dislike (hate) people so easily lately, fuhhh I don't know why, dude. ahaaa I had this kind of feeling before, but it had fade away I guess, at least for a while. I now have this one kind of name list of people that I am hating disliking hahahah okay it doesn't sound right ahaaa okay okay near or far, they are in. Don't hate me for making this, people. You act bad around me, you get the payment okayyyyyy. Every action pays, remember. Who am I to judge kan. But still, I'm a very normal human being, I have feelings, I have emotions, I have anger, I have the hate. I don't know. Maybe I'm just a plain choosy, but hah, life is only once, my friend. So why can't we be fussy and careful towards people and things around us? It's not like we can come back and pick another choice kan. haaa

But hah, there are a few people that keep on doing things that irritates me a lot, yeah, A LOT. Though I've bold it up for so many times, but they keep on doing it as like I am so comfortable and okay about it. hey come on la brader! If aku buat benda kau tak suka kau pandai pulak marah, kalau kau pulak buat kira halal la, macam tu? shoot bapak kasar. Hah but that's the truth. For a matter of fact, I am a very "byk songeh" type of people. I have a very awful feeling towards people who do not believe in respecting other's privacy. Once I've said I DON'T like a particular action, it means yeah, I DON'T want people to do it, to do it on me especially. You know what, it's hard la to have these people who cannot respect other's privacy and sensitivity in your life.

but but but wait, though having problems managing these kind of annoying people, I've actually already settled down with some of the seniors and dudes that I had issues with before hahahha I don't how it turned out okay but yeah we're okay. But yet newbies are filling the list so yeah, tuut tuut tuut

haaa enough about negatives already. I don't know la, I'm getting more rude each day. hah shoot shoot shoot sabar mayah sabar,

okayyy hey there's something up in my class now. We now have a 'Family Treeeeeeeee'! It's the Adios Family hahahah and I'm the big daddy wohooooooo and I have like 3 wives, but one of it has been divorced, sorry hunny hahahah I have 4 beautiful daughters hahahah and 2 brothers, tons of maids and drivers and chefs hahahah whatthefish. Yeah Adios has like the strongest bond amongst the others, but it is the HARDEST to get cooperation with. hahahah everybody is with their own heads kan hahahah

and what, oh now kan, I tend to get sick easily. I don't know if this is what people call "ageing" ? haaa oh well but for the matter of fact kan, I'M NOT EVEN 16 PUN! haaa why ah why ah. Maybe lack of minerals ke haaa ntah.

what else, haaa no idea kot oh yeaah, I went to Jalan TAR (Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman) with one of my schoolmate, good one hahahah the name is Sarah. We went for windowshopping hahahah Sarah got herself a nice kurung hahahah I don't have a thing for clothes, I don't even have my eyes on shopping pun hahahah I don't know how to actually enjoy shopping hahahah

And hey, next week is raya already! I don't even know if my kurung is ready or not hahahah I don't mind actually, my outfits for whatever seasons are all the same, no worries of looking good or not hahahah I don't have that passion (yet) to dress up so nice for festivals. The last time I put on make up was when I did a school concert, which was when I was 6. Yeah, the very first and last (for now, at least) hahahah

hmmm what else. No idea no idea ahaaa oh well, I'm accepting life better now. If I was such a kid and dummy before, at least I've improved ( a bit) hahahah yeaaah I'm getting older, but I still miss the feeling of being young, the feeling when you get the authority to do whatever you want and act innocent for it, the feeling when you can actually walk to school and people will stop their cars just to give you a lil bit of time to cross the road, the joy of wearing school uniform. Yeah believe this gentlemen, you are all gonna miss wearing your school uniform when you have left school. Even for me, and my present school mate, we miss wearing white socks with white shoes to school (though I haven't wear it for quite a long time), we miss waking up late to school, we miss cycling to school, we miss watching the busy road early in the morning, and I miss helping my mum filling her gas tank, I miss going for lunch with my mum after school, I miss spoiling myself on the bed after school, I miss going for tuitions everynight, I miss it, I miss every single of it. But the fact is, life changes, we moved on. Take it, or leave it.

For me, I took it. It is very similar to the poem "Road Not Taken". That was actually the first poem we learnt when I first arrived in this new school. The purpose is simple, to make us think back about what have we done, the decision made, and how's that gonna change our lives afterwards. I believe that every single decision will leads us to different oppurtunity. Doesn't mean that if you're in a good school, you're guarenteed with a good future as well. All of us have to work for it. Take it, my friend, swallow it.



Fuhh, time flies people, and I'm going back to school tomorrow. Pray for my very best, will you? :)

rocking at best,
mayah mino
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